“This doesn’t fit.” Sev complained while tugging at the ends of his sleeves. “It’s way too short. I don’t think I’ve worn this shirt since I was 16.”
“Well maybe you shouldn’t have gotten so fat.” Reade jibed, then rolled his eyes at his friend’s harsh stare. “I’m teasing. You’ve gained at least three inches since high school.”
“I know, all three have been from you.”
“Dick jokes aren’t getting us anywhere. You can borrow one of my shirts if you need to, but I like this one better. The sleeves will be covered by your jack
I Can't Tell... (Revised) by Raven-Mapleson, literature
Literature
I Can't Tell... (Revised)
A pulsing, pressured pain in my chest,
but I keep silent.
My stomach, pushing bile into my throat,
acid burning me from the inside.
My hands are slick with salty anxiety,
yet I am cold as a late-night escort in the snow,
fishnetted toes frostbitten at midnight.
Laying in my concrete fortress,
crippled by agony personified.
He lays dying before me,
suffered for too long,
bloody from his own struggles,
stiff and dried from my emitted cold.
I clutch him
while preyed upon by my own thoughts,
violent as vultures,
I know silence has killed us.
Not Like Fire and Ice by Raven-Mapleson, literature
Literature
Not Like Fire and Ice
It wasn't like fire
No, nothing as destructive as such
It wasn't like ice, or a storm
More like fair day in the birth of autumn
Comfortable
With a gentle breeze on occasion
Enough to fill the chest with the excitement of the holidays
Yes, it was more like that
A hot, but not scalding, cup of coffee in a morning in the heart of winter
A Slurpee in the middle of sumer
Comforting
Striking
A pleasant change
I Didn't Meet Her Until the Day She Died. by Raven-Mapleson, literature
Literature
I Didn't Meet Her Until the Day She Died.
I didn't meet her until the day she died. She was a pretty woman, I think. Definitely one I could see myself with, you know, if she had had more time.
She came into the coffee shop that day, late in the afternoon. I can't quite remember what she ordered, but it wasn't anything complicated. I like to think that maybe that was indicative of her personality. Uncomplicated. A simple person with simple tastes who took life day by day. Of course that could have been the complete opposite of her. I mean, she did jump off a bridge.
All I remember of her, really is the way her chocolate colored hair flowed down her back and she looked so intently at
I hurt so much but I can't tell anyone.
My stomach is in knots,
Eating itself alive.
My palms are sweaty,
But I feel so cold.
I can't handle seeing you flirt with other people.
If I weren't here you'd be off with them.
I can't handle knowing all my friends are having fun.
I'm sitting at home because I'm too sad for fun.
I can't handle that man dying.
It's been too long since I've seen him and he's giving up.
I don't know what to do.
I'm going to end up dying, too.
If I could just tell someone,
Maybe these chest pains would go away.
If I told just one person
These headaches might ease up.
But I can't tell anyone.
My stomach w
No more crying, I can't take it.
It hurts me to see those tears streaming down your face.
I'd fix everything for you if I could.
I'd trade my world for yours any day.
I'd give you my life,
My body,
Anything.
Just to see you happy.
And so you don't have to go through any more pain.
Don't you see I'd do anything for you?
Can we please just be happy about that?
Please?
No more crying...
Please?
“This doesn’t fit.” Sev complained while tugging at the ends of his sleeves. “It’s way too short. I don’t think I’ve worn this shirt since I was 16.”
“Well maybe you shouldn’t have gotten so fat.” Reade jibed, then rolled his eyes at his friend’s harsh stare. “I’m teasing. You’ve gained at least three inches since high school.”
“I know, all three have been from you.”
“Dick jokes aren’t getting us anywhere. You can borrow one of my shirts if you need to, but I like this one better. The sleeves will be covered by your jack
I Can't Tell... (Revised) by Raven-Mapleson, literature
Literature
I Can't Tell... (Revised)
A pulsing, pressured pain in my chest,
but I keep silent.
My stomach, pushing bile into my throat,
acid burning me from the inside.
My hands are slick with salty anxiety,
yet I am cold as a late-night escort in the snow,
fishnetted toes frostbitten at midnight.
Laying in my concrete fortress,
crippled by agony personified.
He lays dying before me,
suffered for too long,
bloody from his own struggles,
stiff and dried from my emitted cold.
I clutch him
while preyed upon by my own thoughts,
violent as vultures,
I know silence has killed us.
Not Like Fire and Ice by Raven-Mapleson, literature
Literature
Not Like Fire and Ice
It wasn't like fire
No, nothing as destructive as such
It wasn't like ice, or a storm
More like fair day in the birth of autumn
Comfortable
With a gentle breeze on occasion
Enough to fill the chest with the excitement of the holidays
Yes, it was more like that
A hot, but not scalding, cup of coffee in a morning in the heart of winter
A Slurpee in the middle of sumer
Comforting
Striking
A pleasant change
I Didn't Meet Her Until the Day She Died. by Raven-Mapleson, literature
Literature
I Didn't Meet Her Until the Day She Died.
I didn't meet her until the day she died. She was a pretty woman, I think. Definitely one I could see myself with, you know, if she had had more time.
She came into the coffee shop that day, late in the afternoon. I can't quite remember what she ordered, but it wasn't anything complicated. I like to think that maybe that was indicative of her personality. Uncomplicated. A simple person with simple tastes who took life day by day. Of course that could have been the complete opposite of her. I mean, she did jump off a bridge.
All I remember of her, really is the way her chocolate colored hair flowed down her back and she looked so intently at
I hurt so much but I can't tell anyone.
My stomach is in knots,
Eating itself alive.
My palms are sweaty,
But I feel so cold.
I can't handle seeing you flirt with other people.
If I weren't here you'd be off with them.
I can't handle knowing all my friends are having fun.
I'm sitting at home because I'm too sad for fun.
I can't handle that man dying.
It's been too long since I've seen him and he's giving up.
I don't know what to do.
I'm going to end up dying, too.
If I could just tell someone,
Maybe these chest pains would go away.
If I told just one person
These headaches might ease up.
But I can't tell anyone.
My stomach w
No more crying, I can't take it.
It hurts me to see those tears streaming down your face.
I'd fix everything for you if I could.
I'd trade my world for yours any day.
I'd give you my life,
My body,
Anything.
Just to see you happy.
And so you don't have to go through any more pain.
Don't you see I'd do anything for you?
Can we please just be happy about that?
Please?
No more crying...
Please?
Here is a link to my new poetry blog! Please follow if you like to read, write, or critique poetry! The first post will explain the scheduling as well as the point of the project, but in short, I'm taking old poetry that I wrote as a teen and turning them into something at least better, with my new skills as a writer and showing the process as much as possible. I also want to make it pretty interactive, so I'm excited about that. Thank you!
http://jakespoetryrevised.blogspot.com/2015/10/introduction.html
Deemed as "pretty good" by my brother! We're gonna start uploading gaming videos (hopefully) at least once a week in addition to our vlogs. Hope to see you guys there. :)
(Also, reviews are helpful, welcomed, and appreciated!)
My friend Sebastian and I haven't made any updates on our trans* progresses in a while, so here it is if you're curious at all. Other transgender-related videos can be found on our channel. Check us out, if you feel inclined.